My head hurts.

My stomach hurts.

My wallet is EMPTY.

Im broke, my family is broke, my uncle wants to move in with my sister, but I got here first. He put all his money in the market depsite people warning him that was not very briight. My other uncle just did his second reverse morgage. But hey thats ok, becuase he is sure the world will end in 2012. So he is set till then. I am now living with my sister at age 42, disabled and stuck in the most expensive city in Ca. My whole body hurts. Kill me now.

deadcowkid, Hang in there and never give up hope. I once had a nasty case of Depression that had been sneaking up on me for awhile. When it really took hold, my whole body hurt too. In fact, I thought I was dying. One minute, I would be hoping that it would hurry up and put me out of my misery, the next minute I would be trying to hold on and survive. You might want to think about talking to someone about getting some meds. The big D is nothing to fool around with. It gets some people so down, they never get back up. So you know yourself better than I do. I just thought I'd mention it in case it might help.