Self-loather, thy name is 'writer'


	Self-loather, thy name is 'writer'

communicatrix

1-17-2007 2:00 PM

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writing, self-improvement, personal development

communicatrix says:

Cary Tennis offers up some solutions, too, but man, that descriptor paragraph really got me...

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